Hello Everyone! Happy New Year!

Sorry evryone!!!! TT___TT

Skinnyer!!! and musculer! WOOHOO!

Will update this later on today and comment everyne! ^_^

Currently Listening Deja Entendu By Brand New see related

My meloncholy weekend

well it's a start of a new year and the end of an old life style so yah This past onth has been extremely slow!! because of all the school work!!! I'm so so sorry everyone for not updating more often! XD I konw I should have but I've grown to understand I just can't now a days cause I'm just so busy! especially during Junior year of my life....I really have to do good this year or I wont get into a good university or at least collage so yah!!! I'm really giving it my all!!! and by that! I mean all!!! I'm not gonna make the same mistakes enymore I'm really going at it.

As for my busyness! it's because of friends, groups, Eucharistic Minister traning, Tennis training, Leadership meetings, my F*in Job, and lastely my school! school is last because it's the most important! lol and yah....

I'm also feeling very Meloncholy because my brother left!.....he's in an apartment now in UCR and I'll really miss him. He helped me grow alot this summer and understand alot more about people around me and me in general! he really opend up my view around me...and I'll really miss that guy! if it worrent for him! I wouldn't be who I am right now.. He especaily helped me Grow in tennis!

Well this month...I realized so much after praying alot and thinking things through....I decided to forgive alot of people and just make up and become a very sociable and caring person again! lol! ^_^

Oh!!!! and I also got a new haircut today! I love it!!! very punk Rockish! well thank you all for taking your time to read more about my life! I love you all! thank you so much! I'll post more on how I feel later on!

Currently Listening The Sun And The Moon (2 CD Set) see related

Birthday!!!! ^_^

well I just turned 17 an hour ago...yah....usually people would be really happy when it's there birthday...but like I said a few months back...that no one really cares about my birthday, so it doesn't really matter if I do have one or not.....it really does hurt when I see my friends...but especially my own family not care or rember that's my birthday... But! there was an exception today or this night....because our of nowhere my bestest friend now Rachel Told me happy Birthday.....I really cryed...because she was the only one who said it to me this night....well laely I've been having problems with some of my friends and my used to be sister Valeriem I don't really consider her a sister enymore cause of multiple resones, that it's too hard to explain..... I really don't want t be mean or emo or enything on this entry...but it's a natural human thing...I can't help being sad when all these things are happening... but it doesn't really matter I guess! all that matter is that my bestest friend ever Rachel! by one word! changed my whole mood and my heart today! ^_^ I really will charish her now.....she's a good friend! ohhhh and I'll update more tonight since it's already morning lol! on how my birthday went! I dought enything special will ever happen..... but at least! I know one person is rembering me and keeping me in there heart....I feell extremely happy and grateful to her now.....

p.s. I'll leave this update seperation here and when I update it it'll be later on tonight or something on how my day went! ^_^ thank you people for taking you time to read this bye bye!

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Well it turns out my birthday wasn't at all the best birthday at all....at first I felt really lonely because I though everyone would forget about me...but there are people who are always there for you and will really rember you! and those people are the people who count in your life! and are especially people you should really care about yourself. Well I ended up having some money because of my brother! really a really great! guy and my one causine too! I will both charish them so so much! ^_^ until I die because I know they care about me! well that's all about my birthday thing! thanks everyone for taking your time to actually read this lol! take care.